theres a lot of a things that we can gratefull for.... if only we want to open our eyes,,,,

my friend show me this book when im down... i just finish read this book yesterday and then i start to think "what ive been doing all this time?.... i just humming not trying ...:(

this year is like the worst year of my live along with struggle, illness, mental breakdown, heart break and uncertainty.... in a word... i was lost. i even forgot how i enjoy reading a book because all of those xxxxx things.

on this book first page written
"kita tercipta menurut rencana dan cetakan kita masing-masing. tidak ada orang yang berhak merendahkan atau mencela kita karena planning dan blue print, karena mereka pun tercipta dengan cara yang sama"
more or less its mean
"we created by plan and blueprint by God, no one has a right to calling down or hummiliated the other because they created by the same way"

its remind me that every person is valueable and unique as it self. yeah, shes right...if you dont like me, well... that's your damn problem haha. i like how she use elu, gue and some other slang language. its like that she wanna show how free is she.

in this book, we can know how shes suffering... from cancer, from live, from loss. from up and also from bottom... and a place that we always can comeback..... Home...