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Analisis (amatir, nyinyir, kepo dan halu) dibalik kematian Jong hyun Shinee

Monday, January 01, 2018

2018!

Marilah kita sejenak merenungkan kembali resolusi yang akan di capai tahun ini.... tapi karena resolusi gue tahun 2017 yang udah ditargetkan pada 2016 dan sebelumnya di rencanakan pada 2015 masih kaga ada hasilnya..., mending ga usah dah ya wkwkwwkwk
source; http://bit.ly/2CyoadK

Kembali ke bulan Desember yang baru saja kita lewati kurang dari 24 jam lalu. Yang paling gue inget ada Major Heart Break..... bukan karena di putusin pacar, bukan pula karena umk ga ada tanda tanda kenaikan, tapi karena JongHyun Shinee telah berpulang ke rahmatullah, eh salah Rest In Peace maksudnya.......

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Musim Bunuh Diri #RIPOKA #RIPCHESTERBE #STAYSANE #13REASONWHY

Saturday, July 22, 2017



Minggu ini gue ada kres lagi sama nyokap, out of nowhere tiba tiba drama banget. Masalah yang sama yang gue tahan selama sekian tahun di bumbui dengan masalah baru. Kaboom. Dan lebih parahnya lagi …I got no one to talk. Been more than a year separate from those crazy fellas, every body facing their own shit.

Then i looking for distractions. If you’re sad, you can just find a funny video on Youtube or getting drown in your work. If you’re bored, you can play games or scrolling social media and then i found this

oka mantan pacar awkarin meninggal

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SPEAK GOOD OR REMAIN SILENT

Tuesday, July 11, 2017


When you are fully aware of being an adult, you also need to be aware of your choices along with it’s consequences

And you can not run.

Living as a woman who does not lean and does not plan to lean on anyone, it seems to be split between free and imprisoned. Free, because the decision will be nothing to intervene. Imprisoned, because whatever you decide, consequences comes to haunt.

Hidup di Indonesia ini tekanan sosialnya luar biasa, warganya suka banget yang namanya Ghibah

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10+1 PERTANYAAN TENTANG RUTINITAS #1

Tuesday, November 01, 2016


*Disclaimer; tulisan ini terinpirasi dari buku karangan ayu utami

 Semuanya berawal dari kelahiran kita di bumi, tapi… kenapa ya kita dilahirkan?

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Happy Birthday To me

Tuesday, October 25, 2016


I feel lost
A funny thing that we called live is a journey with unknown path
As a God’s creature your live should dedicated to be a good prayer.
Unfortunately im not a good prayer haha

im 25 already

It feeels like i stand in the intersection , holding a map but doesnt know where to go
Im holding a map, but idk, whether its mine or maps’s fault.
Maybe im blind or the maps has no icon
I just turn around again and again at the same place....

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DEAR ILC International Language Center

Tuesday, January 12, 2016


I MISS YOU ALL,……

Akhir-akhir ini gue denger kabar gak enak tentang ilc, ada yang bilang ilc penipu, ilc bangkrut, ilc fraud dll. Sejak awal aku pertama kali kerja sih emang udah ada tread yang jelek2in….

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2016 resolution

Monday, January 04, 2016

I'm sorry, I know it's supposed to be published at 31st Dec or 1st Jan but 31st Dec I spent night at the office doing some stuff errrrrrrrrrr. then i spend a day to adapt at my new place. So here's what I do for at New Year's Eve!
and btw, again and again my 2016 resolution is to complete my 2015 resolution that i create since 2014 and ive been thinking from 2013 lololol.


no... its joking!!
now i still in the GALAU state. I just resign from ILC due to private reason (well, if you googling it maybe you know why wkwkwkwwk). Thanks to Allah, within a month i got a new job at XXXXXX. 

 People here are so nice, kind, good and funny.... but i dont think i fit in here.... 
live as Japan's freak for years make me got a weird sense of humor and live like.... ummm what i can say maybe just too comically... i dont know.. too much fantasy maybe hahaha 

 SOOOOOO
lets back to my 2016 resolution
1. i need to get SIM A SOOOOOOOON!
2. dont be lazy, lets write 5 post for a month here
3. Get JLPT level 2
4. 30 entry a month to my partime job
5. doing my best for my CURRENT JOB
6. Move On from mr xxxx and Living a better live






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Seminar makeup Vizzily di kota Surabaya

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

postingan kali ini mengenai pengalaman pertama gue megikuti seminar makeup. Dan MUA nya adalah Vizzily. Gue udah lama kepo sama mbak satu ini di IG soalnya makeupnya yang  cetar dan flawless  abiss hihihi. Acara ini diadakan pada hari minggu tanggal 6 september 2015 lalu di hotel Ibis basuki rahmat Surabaya.

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My story: a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step

Friday, July 17, 2015

i got this images from google.

A nice word
a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step

i always feel that i was nothing than a dust. I can NOT do this and that. I just an average common girl. I always feel insecure. 
but.... 
i try.....
if i cant appreciate my self, then no one will!

i know i am still a NOTHING

but

i already did some step foward

not much

but....
Aint a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step?

i will have more step
a little by little but i promise my self to never stop

ill keep my head up and smile :)

hai, Strong heart girl :D


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Work Sick Ego.

Wednesday, May 13, 2015


galau

“Success depends not just on talent, but also on how they integrate their skills and fresh thinking with the prevailing culture and atmosphere.”

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CongGradulation!

Wednesday, May 13, 2015


I’m the one who decide where to go
The path may lead.. 
where the dreams are taking me

I’m not the best one anyway,
My mom and dad’s name weren’t called.
ya, I have failed.
-A-

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GIVE THANKS TO

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

what I  feel thankfull
thanks to God that….
I still live today
i wake up healthy this early morning,
my friend offering yummy breakfast
I finished one of some my abandoned work
I found a cheap juice shop J
nice lunch, happy tummy
I found spirit to do my work again
Get a new boots with reasonable price <3

love love love 

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my dream house :)

Tuesday, September 30, 2014

nothing much, i just wanna my own house, a tiny cozy house... some day...
i want a large window, so the sun light can in to my house, then at the window i will grow some plant like this... <3

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Pengalaman Magang di TIC Surabaya

Friday, September 26, 2014

Salah satu tempat magang favorit arek Unesa adalah TIC Surabaya. ada apa di TIC Surabaya? ada banyak banget manfaatnya. okeh ... yang penasaran, ni ane sharing gimana tata cara dan pengalaman ane di sono pas semester 8 kemaren.

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ONE OF TEN THINGS I HAVE TO DO BEFORE I DIE

Thursday, September 25, 2014


Theres a time when I fell soooooooooo bored with my live. Blog walking in the morning and I found inspiration to listing this. yeah…. I want to find some reason why I wort to still suffer for live.

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child privation

Friday, September 19, 2014

I never have a spare room with my sister,  since a kid I sleep alone in my room. mine is look like a cave. because I like dark. when Im in kindregarden there is a song said that “ jangan takut akan gelap, karena gelap melindungi diri kita”, that’s why I like dark.. I feel save and secure. differ with my sister, she like bright room, she even sleep with lights on =_=, because shes afraid about ghost even in day light lol.
after my house get renovated. my room went upstairs, I like it J. a big room with a bathroom inside and veranda. at first my sister claim it. its ok, since im the older I shoul give it. she sleep up stair, but in the middle of the night, she running down and said “I don’t wanna sleep there anymore”. I ask why, she just said that “im afraid, theres scary”.
yeah…. I got the new room. I sleep there but nothing happened. everything just normal :p. jus little bit annoying when daddy plant a pepper and tomato at my veranda.  soil flying in and dusting floor and furniture, ugh…. I must sweep it often >,<.
this september my sister going to attend college in malang city. my parents said so lonely in home. a week after that my daddy buy two bird. he put it on my veranda. =_=. I don’t really like pet. they are noisy and dirty. the only one pet I like is chiken, because you can eat them then heheheheheh.
I go home again a week later, and guess what?. daddy use my bathroom as a rehabilitation room for his koi. I wanna screammmmmm arghhhhhh!!!.

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